Bored over Everything and Stressed by Nothing

I'm suffering from acute boredom at the moment. I have to work and clean and do fifty things - but in reality I have, like, nothing to do. Ugh. Why is my brain on crack?

I need a life. I'm just stressing over nothing. Literally. Anyways - I'm just going to take a breath or two and do something. How do you solve a problem like being stressed by nothing????

I'm at a loss. This is just so annoying. I would really love to just DO something. I'm stuck in a room all flippin day. I can't go out, I just end up cleaning and working and watching a screen. Sounds like mind control brainwashing when I put it that way. That explains a lot.

Sleep. Eat. Watch screen. Clean. Work. Repeat.

Life is stupid. I need to switch it up. Also - back to the friends thing - I'm such a drag, I don't know why I'm so un-fun. People my age laugh like crazy hyena people at one AM and I'm like...I just want to talk...nicely...at a relatively normal decibel without being labeled a loser.

It just makes me so sad that I'm stuck right now. In such a big rut that I feel like this month will last forever.

Cleo

F*CK A$$E$. Sorry...I'm an angry child at the moment.

People my age are so stupid, young and immature. Why don't the get that I don't want to go out? I have a job. I'm not really into the whole "go get drunk, hung over and barf" scene. I mean, yeah it's fun, but I maen, life gets so monotonous. What's the point? I'm searching for the bigger picture here, AND having fun at the same time. So if for any reason (which I know they don't because they don't give a rat's ass, to be totally honest) Jess, Maxi, Lena, Alan, Jared, Todd and anyone else who knows me from around is reading this...please kindly fudge off or try to actually enjoy something other than liver damage.

And my parents are alive, so please stop bitching me out about how they're dead. I'm not in denial and you're ignorant. So shut up. Please and thank you.

Cleo

THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE

The truth is out there. Trust no one. I want to believe; the truth is something you never guess - never would have imagined.

Everything happens for a reason. The truth will be revealed. Lost is found. Destiny calls.

Ask. Imagine. Investigate. Seek answers, imagine the impossibilities.

You unlock this door with the key of imagination. Beyond it is another dimension - a dimension of sound, a dimension of sight, a dimension of mind. You're moving into a land of both shadow and substance, of things and ideas. You've just crossed over.

Every Intersection is an X.

Title says it all.

I like maps. My old room - map when I needed to locate TLG after I moved to Canada.

Cleo

BAM! The Cat Photo is CRACKED!

WHAM BAM THANK YOU MAN! Orph got the emails associated with the cat as well as a few others associated with Lewis King Laboratories AG. Apparently not just a testing facility for pharmaceuticals and biotechnology.

It turns out that some of the Operation Paperclip scientists were hooked up with some of their comrades back home who remained to work over there on their own experimental crap. Dr. G Albrecht of LKL in Germany has been corresponding back and forth with a Doctor Ava Thoreau in the US. Apparently running those experiments isn't limited to humans (MK-ULTRA type experiments). LSD and other drugs and tests are being applied to cats. "Kat" (the cat) is number 00298 of many animals being subjected to tests including alcohol in milk, electroshock, LSD and various drug tests, memory wipes, brainwashing, mind control, forced non-sleep, etc.

Ugh. I hope Widmore doesn't work with Dharma - or want to take over the island so he can run his own little experiments like that. What a tool.

Anyways, yeah. That's that. Jerks.

Cleo

P.S. If you're not a cat person I guess it won't make a difference to you, lol

Photo Analysis

So we managed to get, what, two so far? Det. Ellis and the email about me and my "faith over science" crap. So all we know is that we're pretty much being exploited for our research. I have to find my parents and the detectives are solving this case while unknowingly aiding "T". Great. Pretty much everything I do is helping a douchebag.

I don't know how relevant the cat is yet. Kat the Cat apparently. I just think it's funny that Widmore or T or someone has a cat named Kat. Anyways, it's probably relevant somehow.

The stairwell...I don't know yet. It looks familiar and I see two figures on it. Can't see the faces though, so they're unknown right now. Probably taken at about the fourth floor would you say?

Also the TV/VCR. K...it's old school Magnasonic with antennaes...VCR is RCA? Looks like it's by a window with a heater on the left...to be honest it looks like it's sitting ontop of a small fridge/freezer or whatever.

We'll get on the decryptions a little more soon I hope.

Cleo

Frat Boy Hacker, LOL

Hahahahaha - Orpheus isn't the only hacker. I pulled a search on his computer through mine and pulled up an old college photo of him and his three friends - he is the one on the far left. The other three are unidentified; taken at a hackers convention.

The Photo WAS Mine...

W -

New problem. Shermen 815. Child researching Issue. Work with TLG and Metro. Allow or terminate?
U0126 all once complete? Public knowledge/awareness - stop. Follow&Trace.

T.


So here's my take on this, I don't know about you. Widmore, probably, is W.
New problem seems to be me. My parents were on 815 and now I'm looking into the truth instead of accepting it like the other mindless drones. I'm working with TLG and the Po Pos from Metro PD. Seems like someone (T?) has Metro working for them too - and like me, we have no clue how they're getting the information we get. Of course, it could be anyone. Even an OWA mole. It comes down to if W will allow me to work with them or be 'terminated'.

I have to look into what U0126 is and why they're going to be implementing it. It doesn't sound good. Pretty sure they want this to stay quiet and between Ellis, Gibson, TLG and me. I think they're following us all. I call for security cams at all times. Too bad bearing a weapon is pretty much illegal here. I should move to Texas to defend myself.

Cleo

ETA:

RE: T -

She seems to have faith more than any science in her. It shouldn't drag our search down. Allow. Follow&Trace.

W.

New Information Found

We have managed to decrypt an email that was attached to the images.

Dear Mr. Widmore,

I have been surveying the Metro PD records and the only officer that could prove to be an issue in regards to furthering our own investigations is Ellis. Please find a photograph attached for your convenience. His beliefs are not as rigid and science based as his partners, nor is he prone to "debunking" anything extraordinary, on the contrary, his work is most often centered around the paranormal. This, however, I feel will add a lot to helping us locate the Issue - since it does require a lot of abnormal research. If necessary we will U0126.

T.

Orpheus Rising

Among our newest allies - a hacker and computer genius, Orpheus. He won't disclose his real name, even to us - therefore he's just Orpheus. I feel like I'm in the matrix or something. Anyways - there is a photo of him - among the only you'll pretty much ever find, he was sleeping at the time I think. This guy is 20x better than trainreq - the guy who hacked Miley Cyrus' stuff. That just makes me laugh.

Anyways, after working with him we managed to hack several email accounts and coded website files to get five photos and here they are:






Any analysis you can come up with at all would be terrific. We are getting somewhere I think - let me know what you find.

Cleo

ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS

The answers to your questions will be found after your comments. Check the GOT KING post comments. :)

Cleo

Got King? ASK ANYTHING ABOUT V.M, CLEO OR ANYONE ELSE!

So there's a lot of Stephen King in his office - whose office?
V.M.
Anything else random in this photograph? Other then the compass on the calendar, medical books, Oxi Clean, glasses, X Files box sets, and weird Arizona/Mexican pots.

Here's my plan. I will answer 3 questions for you about any person. Vincent, myself, Robert, Steve, Malcolm - pertty much anyone.

It's 3 questions a person per character. Ex. Agrillo can ask 3 questions about V.M. and then Island Wahine or Juju can ask their own 3 questions!

Hope to hear your questions soon!

Cleo

Trust No1

Ugh. Whoever put the "Field" in "Field Work" should die.

See title.

Field work is muddy, sweaty and gross. I never want to go digging in that much grossness again. I still have grass and dirt under my nails. If that weren't bad enough, Steve thinks he's going to find some kind of magnetic abnormalities or something by searching with a metal detector shaped thing. It's a Stud-Finder on a mop handle - but he thinks it works - if he finds something I'll bend over backwards and kiss my heels, I swear.

Anyways, after hours of dig, dig, digging we managed to find...nothing. We dug a small hole. And another small hole. Well - we found a couple old things that were kind of cool - old photos, wire, a few broken old chairs...nothing relevant I guess. We're heading back at some point in the future to check out the area again and see if we missed anything. Blah. Stupid field. I miss my computer when I leave it.

Whatever will I do without blogging and music? Nothing. That's what.

Cleo

Watching Smallville :)

Watching Smallville - Brainiac is taking all of Chloe's memories. *BOOM*

Anyways - I felt the need to randomly post. Posty post post.

Aaaaaaaaaand end post.

EXPOSE OF EPIC PROPORTIONS...ok, well...kind of.

MK-ULTRA ... a brand of medicinal marijuana. Drugs were one of the ways that they controlled and experimented on the youth and adults of the MKULTRA experiment program. Children were blinded during the experiments and put in cages. See the Saturday, June 30, 2007 article on this page: http://indianlakeproject.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html

Following that - read the article about how even during the 21st century the CIA STILL tries to protect their horrible acts. Just like the X Files that every one insists is SO FICTITIOUS. Maybe there aren't little aliens running around Earth just yet...(or are there?) but there's a lot that we aren't being told.

Oh and Operation Paperclip? Welcome to reality my SciFi friends. Nazis in America. In a huge way. Like...a swastika shaped naval barrack way.

Speaking of field work and under cover mother truckers the X is here: http://webhome.idirect.com/~lhodgson/campx.htm

MKULTRA

The Box in the center reads:
Unidentified white female between the age 8 and 10 years old. Subject underwent 6 months of treatment using heavy doses of LSD, electroshock and sensory deprivation. Experiments under codename: MKULTRA about early 60s. Subject’s memory was erased and her brain is that of a newborn baby.

Just a sample of some of the ridiculous mind-control and experiments that the government implements. In reality. This isn't an X File. It's true - and to be honest it ticks me off a little.

The point is, the MKULTRA experiments were usually reserved for adults. This photo connects MKULTRA and mind control to the Indian Lake Project and children kept at that military base. For more info check out http://indianlakeproject.blogspot.com/.

I swear some of the X Files people were aware of what was happening and tried to get the truth out through "fiction". I mean, how else can you explain the prediction of 9/11 through the Lone Gunman show a few months earlier than the real "accident"? Come on people. Think and use those brains the good Lord gave you.

Cleo

Alien Embryos in the Garbage.

I think I found an Alien embryo in the garbage. Either that or it was an old Mandarin Orange. Ewwwww. Steve has to either eat the whole thing or throw it somewhere else...like...the outside garbage. He's just too paranoid to go outside.

Unless it was an alien embryo. Then I wouldn't recommend eating it.

Of course, then I would have to ask why it's in the trash. Probably the same reason we have a Tim Hortons can full of Gummi Aliens. ...TLG are just weird.

Cleo

The Indian Lake Triangle

http://www.northcountrypublicradio.org/news/archive.php?id=12402

http://www.wnbz.com/November%202008/110708/IndianLakeTriangle.htm

Faster then a speeding bullet - it's the OWA FORUM!!! Anyways, since you guys are like super sleuth spies - my resources for the triangle are here. Use and abuse them if you wanna.

I haven't heard from Rob in a while, so don't take my evidence as 100% either, I don't really see him unless he's in the office, which is like, next to never. Normally 3 AM or something. In for an hour or so, runs a scan, internet check, posts and grabs some coffee.

So...three men disappeared. Triangle has 3 points. Ooh. Spooky.

So - random side note, does anyone else find the whole Brandon Crisp situation very very odd? I would love comments on that one because it seems a little ... not ... right. Personally I'm sticking with alien abduction. Falling on his chest from a tree looking totally OK with clean clothes in a field KIND OF near a tree line with a backpack on...I don't know, some stuff doesn't quite fit.

Cleo

X Marks the Spot

Up goes the "X" - anyone know why? Masking tape X on the window - that's F.W.M's trick but we kind of stole it.

Everyone has their secrets. When we need help from our informants we "X" it up like F.W.M used to.

The only problem is we move around so much that our informants can never find us. So now we just put it up whenever we're doing some kind of field work, or need help with cases and conspiracies. At least I do.

This isn't the X you need to find our dig site though. Keep looking.
We'll keep you posted. I'm multitasking right now, switching it up between posts, blogs, minor hacking and running scans on missing persons through Canada and the US.


Here's hoping we don't all go MIA. It's times like this I'm glad I'm just the hacker, lackey and sidekick. I get to stay at HQ and eat junk, drink coffee and scan my life away. X Files episodes and police scanners, yeah - that's the life. Not running around trying to figure out who, what, when, where, why and how George, Jack and Fred all went AWOL.

Back to business - if you're in the area (but I can't tell you which area) and you see the tape X up on a window, call our landline and give us a hand.

Bring coffee and donuts. Rob likes Medium Regular and Canadian Maple from Timmies, I like Large Double Double with Chocolate Glazed donuts. Steve and Malcolm eat anything vaguely edible, so don't even worry about them. Tah friends, so long and thanks for all the fishes.

Cleo